The mountain he rode
the stories he told
for it was his dream
that he would unfold
and all through the night
and the gleaming starlight
he whispered to himself
“For this I would fight,
to keep the sun, and the moon
and all those others,
to keep the planets align
and the stars it smothers.”
He was okay with this sight,
and the others that came
when they waved and sighed
because they were ashamed.
he was just a small boy,
nothing much for his town
they kept him up in chains
when he just wanted off the ground.
No more would he take this
as he broke the chains he was bound
and flew off in the air
for his luck, he has found.
It all started long ago,
far before I can know.
When you took that first glance,
and showed our mother.
I was son not just a son,
but your brother.
Travel on to the future,
Where we were young together.
It really did feel like forever.
Then you let our house burn...
And you still have to learn.
We forgave you for this,
Twas not an easy task.
From then on though...
I knew it wouldn't last.
When you were a teen,
you really did rebel.
Put me into that trouble,
but I promised to never tell.
You gave me the thoughts,
of how you felt then.
When you dropped out of school,
and took your interest into men.
Pushing us all away,
The path we find our self on,
doesn't always get us there fast.
In fact, it may not even get us there...
But it's the way we tried to get there.
Even if we didn't try at all...
Because we have those people that keep pushing us,
Whether they are in our hands reach...
Or a million miles away.
I guess that's what what makes us all special,
are will to help ones around us...
and the strength to admit defeat.
What i'm trying to say is,
you have to make that choice..
To fall in those depths in our heart,
or let the ones who care pick you up.
Just to think, people are not all bad.
There are the ones that care..
It's then, i
To see behind the mask...
The truth or the lies
we all have them and lie to others with 'I'm Fine' but how ine are we really?
When alone our mask slips and the person you think you know really isn't there...
behind the lies we are suffering usually to protect the ones closest to them...
but the wall crumbles in extreme cases when they break and fall only then do we show who we are
I myself know the reality of the statement as i have also fallen into the depth of dispare hiding from reality putting on a mask.
A mask that concealed the truth that snapped me putting me through hell... the scars will never fade and neither will the effect
Lost in another world with no way on finding my way back...
This is how I feel at the moment. Walking a path that leads further and further away from my destination.
Without you I feel as though I'm a soldier fighting a loosing battle destined to fall.
Every time I think of you I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue. It's no problem of mine, but its a problem I find. Living the life that I cant leave behind.
Lost in my way, in a world where shadows sway. I dive into the deep, the depth of my heart and find i'm not okay... fallen for not one but another, chasing a dream that's fallen over.